Poem!

Sorry for the non-post yesterday and the rather rubbish post the day before, I've had a busy weekend xD

I don't really have much time to post today I'm just going to do a poem I'm submitting to a poetry competition :)

The Haunting

You could see there was something wrong; you asked if I was alright,

I said yes, and left it at that

You knew I was lying, but you didn’t press any harder

Free from guilt, because it seemed you’d tried, and that I’d made up my mind

I’m not trying to blame you,

Saying you could have stopped me,

I’m trying to save you,

From the ruin that comes from lies

It’s hard to save somebody,

Who’s given up,

But don’t kid yourself you did your best

Lying to yourself hurts the most

I’m not trying to blame you,

Saying you could have stopped me,

I’m trying to save you,

From the ruin that comes with lies

I know you want to,

You’ll try as hard as you can,

But the fact you left the question hanging,

Will haunt you forevermore

I’m not trying to blame you,

Saying you could have stopped me,

I’m trying to save you,

From the ruin that comes with lies

Sitting there sinking,

Under the weight of your mind,

Will you give up?

Or stay with your true kind?

I was meant for the haunting,

And you where meant to be saved.

I'll probably end up spamming you a lot with my poems when I don't have much time, I like writing poetry a lot :)

Makeup of the Day and Stuff

Advance Warning: I won't be able to do a post tomorrow because I'm going camping

I'm kinda tired today so I'll do mainly pictures and I might just obey the stereotype and put one of my poems at the end :D

My right eye. I used my mums khaki eyeliner (I love that stuff ^^) to draw a faint heart (Emilie Autumn inspired, but unfortunally I didn't have anything to color it red :() then filled it in with my mums concealer because she's got darker skin than me (she takes after my grandad, who's Burmese)

My left eye :D I used brown liquid eyeliner to do the swirl, and I think it came out quite well :D It draws attention to my eyes, and it looks pretty :D It took a few mistakes (I recomend practising makeup in the bathroom with a flannel soaking in hot water in the sink so you can oh-so- quickly wash of any disasters) but eventually I mannaged to get a nice swirl without looking like a two year old took their crayons to me

Apologies, but most of my makeup pictures are sideways :S Why do I always forget to do them landscape? *facepalm* Anyways, this is some makeup I tried doing last night :D I've started to experiment and whilst I still can't do a lot of types of makeup I'm getting better :D And hardly any negative comments from parents yet :D

I'm not wearing any other makeup in the pictures other than what I've talked about but the purple headband is my mums, again. She got it from topshop but she can't wear it, it gives her a headache. Also, in the last one you can see the neckline of my dress, witch is good because the lace didn't show up in this picture.

As promised, my lovely new dress. It's not a great picture but you can sort of get the color :D I normally wear it with this beautiful black ribbon to hide the string

And now, as promised, my poem :D It kinda scared me that I'd written it to be honest, it sounds like I'm mentally deranged

The Voice Behind the Wall

I saw the man

Standing over the bodies

He saw me

I ran

To a wall

It was there I found him

My voice behind the wall

He comforted me

My voice behind the wall

He was my new best friend

My voice behind the wall

Each day I walked

Along the wall

To try and find a place where I could see

My voice behind the wall

I found it

The end of the wall

And I saw him

My voice behind the wall

He saw me

It was him

The man I was running from

Was my voice behind the wall